ak mtap maap!!

fremz...
sowi 2 say....
tpi kdang2 mngingti korg adalh nitemare buat aku....
krn mgingati korg mmbuatkn ak igt korg pyer gwe 2...
MR.PMR!!
really hate ue..!!

pliz don't remind me about that!!

fremz...
pliz...klau korg cayarm ak..
pliz don't remind me bout PMR...
it ruins my life!!
embrassing!!

kjam sgt ke aku nie?....

ak nie kjam sgt ke bila ak dgki masa dgr budax 9a epy...?
ak nie kjam sgt ke bila ak rasa cam nk mrah bila budax 9a advice me 2 calm down...?
ak nie kjam sgt ke bila ak rasa cam nk mngamuk bila budax 9a tanya ak dpt wape...?
kawan....
ak mtap maap byp2...
nape ak jdi cmni...
ptotnye ak epi tuk korg..
tp npe ak green wif envy...?
selfish sgt ke ak nie....
argh...!!

bugger!!!!!!!!

bugger!!
naper ak still igt that event...
event yg mmbuatkn my life full wif nitemare!!
ak try nk brubh...
bku f4 cyap dh ada cap jari ak...
tp stiap kli ak spirit nk bkak sumer buku 2....
ak igt event 2....
arh...!!klau bley ak nk delete trus jer memory 2...
x nk bgi wjud even dkt recycle bin sklipom!!
help me!!

really hate this!!

juz imagine....
dlm dbarn mnunggu nama trkluar dri mlut my beloved ust.
tiba2 x de name!!!
waaa!!!
masa 2 tuhan jer yg tau cmner ak rasa...
x sggup nk tgok muka mama ak yang msih dgn riak tenang...
wlaupun ak tau ada sdikit trcalit kkeruhan dlm aty insan i2...
why i'm being so useless daughter...
naper x cmpak jer ak lam dustbin masa ak lahir!!
hurh...!!
g0d...help me!!
nywei....tengs to my sweetie n neighbour
yg pjuk ak!!
n congrate 2 saper2 yg dpt 9a!!

countdown the date!!argh.........

countdown 24 hours to go....
my hearts starts 2 pound!!
ouch....my heart beats 2 fast....!!
RESULT...i'm waiting 4 ue!!

dgr jer lh...

kawan...
korg tadah telinga jer larh,ek?
ni lh hsil krja blogging ak yg x wape nk blogging...hux8
taylor swift...!!
really crazy on ur song...!!
lup ue...

ntah pape ak merapu nie...

kawan...
ak bknnya budax baek sgt!!
tp at least,ak try nk jd budax baek....
ak x kesah korg nk fkir ak nie mnusia jnis pe...
ak x kesah korg nk mngata ak...
ak cuma nk mtap maaf kerna mgkin...
ak x sesempurna korg....
dan ak x sebaek yg korg sgka...
klau korg btol2 nk kwn Yana..
dis is de real Yana...!!
hopefully korg ley timo ak...

tengs kerna mndgr ak merapu ntah pape 

i'm waiting...

argh....
tidak!!
2 ai ag!!
tuhan,..
tolom ak!!

...231210...

231210....

waa!!

rasa cam nk nangis!!

my feeling rite now?...

x ley nk ditafsirkan...

rasa cam jantung naik smpay anak tekak

rasa cam jantung nk kluar...

rasa cam peluh dingin x kira jntina keluar...

argh!watever larr...

kpale stat nk brselirat wayar otak...

let's me xplain...                                                                    

                       

bila sumer feeling ak nie dimixkn...ego thap konkrit sklipom akn runt0h dan banjir akan melanda kerana.....                                                                          

                                                                    

    waa!!tkot!!tuhan,tolom ak!!...
x pe yana...9A!!
insyaAllah.............................................................................

                                                

s0ulmates 4 eba!!

kita kawan!!
bila gaduh..
kalah korea war.,.,
tp bila suker...
sengih joker pom kalah...
bila sorg sedey,sumer sedey..
kdang cam mati asben
bila sorg bhgia,sumer bhgia
kdang2 cyap dpt invitation card
tuk jd VVIP hosp. Bahagia
meh ak nk story kat korg......

 

2 org nie...
mmg bley buat pakatan rsmi tuk jd budax...
tp bila gaduh...

mmg klau bley shrian nk gaduh...
budax pom klah....
tp kdg2 sbb diorg gduh lh..
kitaorg appreciate our fremship...
n klu bley x nk repeat bnda nie
coz k.i.ta.o.w.g. cayarm k.i.t.a.o.w.g....
wuhuhu...

 haa!!
madie,sowi yaa!!
kna dop sorg2...
bdax baek awap need privacy wat masa nie...
apa yg ak mrapu nie...
ok2
back 2 our story...
madie+aimi pulax....
buat konspirasi tuk mnang Award Good Girl...
korg x prnh dgr ke sal award nie?
ish...ish...dasyat!
tp mmg ptot pom coz award nie ak sdirik yg iktiraf...ha3
klau anugerah pelajar mithali ada 10,
cnfirm dua2 dpt...
tp de problem is ada 1 jer..
toink...toink...kantoi!!
hux8

yg nie pling ak x sbar skli nk citer...
cntik kan 2 owg nie...
especially yg sblh kanan...ha3
haiyya!!dh mai dh pykit prsan ak!!
yg ni mmg ley buat team!!
team gilak sama novel...
otk jiwang karat!!hux8...

and de conclusion is....
ak cyarm sama korg!!

                                       dh abis dh......
                           (ni mmg trademark ak dgn.....)
                   ~pnday2 lh tuan dye yg jwb yer........daa!!

brtukar!!

apsal tajuk besar ak plex sgt 2...
arh..x pe lh..
ok kengkwn...
ai nie...
ak brtekad tuk kmbali mnjdi fan of them@him
stlah ak rasa cam rmai gler kwn ak yg minat nichkhun..
ak kmbli choose them stlah sekian lama diorg 2nggu nma band diorg kluar dri mlut ak...
btol ke diorg 2nggu?
haila yana...
prsan l0l...
x pe yg petim...
i'm back!!hux8
ss501..
really misz ue!!
kim hyun joong..
really crazy on ue...ha3

lastly.......got it!!

after almost a week,ak x mnatap muka dye yg cute...
tau cmne muke dye...?
dye ada 2 lapis muka..
1st face...
colourful tp byap wrna pink+purple..
ak pom get confues bab wrna dye 2..
2nd face...
gold colour...so shine,beb!
smpay kna tmbh power silau ak...
isi dye...
coklat kaler..
guess it...?
chocolate+blackforest
cadburry black forest!!
really love it!!
stlah dkt 5 minit ak mengampu dgn mama ak...
akhirnya abah ak dgn senang atynya beli coklat kapku...
thanx abah!!
mmg malam 2 ak tdur dgn nyenyaknya
stlh ak mnikmati coklat...
pak su ak ckap ak nie plex....
every week,kna mnatap muka cokelat
klau x,x ley nk tdur...ha3
btol ke?
ntah...
bia klau nk diikotkn schedule bgn tdo ak nie..
ayam pling tua pom klah..ha3
4 surenyo...
i love it...

                                                                    
                                                                   ermm...yummy!!

really misz dis moment!!

yeah!!uk's party!!
really misz dis moment!!
kdg2 trfkir gak nk rsa skli ag...
tp cmne?....
guna alat doraemon?
toink...toink...dush!!
adush...kpale stat x btol!!
kwn,sowi yaa...
ak juz ngambang xd!!
ni 1 lg word yg mmg ak believe yg ble ak msukkn lam essay...
cnfirm ak ley adios!!
adios backhand cg!!ha3

kwn...really misz ue...
4 me,3ukayz is de bez!!
even mybe kta style gla2
but sometimes bnda 2 lh yg cheer my life...
n bnda 2 jgaklh yg buat kta syg pd ukhuwah studnt 3ukayz...
haila...yana!!
wat scene sbabak lh plak...
touching,,,lol..?

mc'd?
ukayz choice!!
sdap hgga mnjlat kuku!!
hux8...
kpala stat putus fius...
tp sumpah ak ckap...
i'm really misz dis moment coz
i luv ukayz...

argh!!fever+flu

argh!!
tidak....
fever+flu...
korg rndu sgt2 ke kpku...smpai x sbar nk jmpe ak!!
ha3...haila,yana...pale dh x btol ni..!!
okay,korg ak demam+slsema...
mmg ckop pkej arr yana kau pyer pykit...
2 arr...spe suh gi rdah pkay shotpant smlm...pdan muke!!

ue are my star!!

there are so many star in the sky....
but i can see only one special star right now...
only one star is twinkling so handsomely in my heart...
yup!!i can only see that star...
it is a star that many people love
if i'm ever far away,..
i'll find star and think of ue!!
i won't ever let go of the star that i worked so hard to catch
yeah...don't ever let go...                        
i will keep shining of ue...                         

"saya x marah awap larr..."

ak suker bler dye kte...
"saya x marah awap larr...."
spe??
ntah...x ley ckap!!ha3
sarah!!pndai2 jer kau ckap,ek?!!
hux8...sori yer...!!
watlolop....
aku dbar bena klu dye mrah gak...
x tenang idop tau!!...
x ley tdo bler sarah ckap cm2...
dlm mase yang sama muko ak thap blushes arr...
blow ur eply...
"ble maso pulap saia mrah awap...!!"
"notim 2 mad larr..."
haila...yana!!
kn dh malu 2...
x po...yg petim ak x prlu risau ag!!

p/s: "saia x marah awap larr..."
        ha3
        i think i'm start 2 like that sentence!!
        haila yana...kpale dh x btol dh ni...
        off yer...!!

                                                    ~guess who that guy in dis pic?!!

                                                     ~ my blushes!!ha3... udos sumgoh!!

ue know why...?

 

bear nie...ak nmakn HANA....

why??bia ak n org yg mgetahuinya sjalh yg tau,yer...!!

 xclly,bkn i2 yg ak nk ckap...

HANA nie my bufdei present...

but 4 me...it's more than a bufdei present...

it's sometim precious 4 me...!!

UE KNOW WHY??

c0z it's a gift fr0m my bff...

thankz 2 Nurul Aqmar Fitriyyah and

Nurul Faqihah....

i'll alwayz t8 care of it 4 eba...

our friendship never die!!yeah!!

 

 yeah....
friendship never die....
will always remember all of ue...
batch sklg07 is da bez 4 eba...
i will never 4get our friendship
coz 4 me,it is somethim precious in my life!!
l0ve ue!!

reunion is de bez...!!

reunion is de bez...!!
yup!!i2 jer yg trkeluar dri mlut aku...
1st 2,mmg sep2 nie malu specially guys yg koya macho...ha3
maap yer guys!!
pepom sep mg is de bez arr...
never 4get this reunion!!

love him....

akue jtoh chenta...
dgn saper?
nickhun 2pm is da bez....
ak giler sama dye....!!
ak pom dah nek gler gak skli nge sep nie...
he3....korean lover...
yeah...really love them...
i wanna nikhun in my life...hux8
really imposible
jgn plex yer kwan...
it juz ngambang tings...
p/s: kwn,tgop jer yer,,...
      jgn brkenan tau...ha3
      yarna punyer 2...
      haila yana...dah keno jgkitan koya thap kritikal dah nie....

huh...lega akue....

mlm smlam aku dh mtop maap nge saem aku....
everyone,...trmsok Mr.Far dgn bestfremz headboy ak 2...
nme?x prlu dmentioned lh yer...
cian kap ur 6t...
juz bley kol ur nge Stu.A....
tengs 2 God...
diaorg maafkn aku n aku sdirik dh maapkn dye!!
lega akue...
dbar gak tkot rizak xm tlekat kat mna2...

no more love...

ak dh brtekad no more love....
haila...yana....
general tljop statement mg 2....
mksod ak love yang mmang thap dangerous 2 la...
pndai2lh korang paham yer....
stakat ni kwn bley larr dgn boys 2...
tp...klu lbey dri i2,sory arr....
jwpnnnya say gudbye dlu larr....(buat mase nie larr...)
haila...yana!!prlu ke ade buat mase nie....
Itu sudah psti....cian kat my future asben!!
andrtu trlampau lh jwpnnya 6t
adush....yana!!ni dh fkir thap luar pmikiran nie...
yana,bley caye ke tekad kau ni?....
InsyaAllah....

i'm so grateful...

ak bersykur sgt....
coz mmat 2 x byap buat hal...
eply mcj pom gitu2 jah....
I'M SO GRATEFUL
tengs 2 God....
so brakhirlh pnderitaan ak yg x bley tdur dkat smalamn...
talian kecemasan....
ue bley rest dlu yer....
ha3....
aku bahagia!!

alamak!!

alamak!!
aku dh terbuat kijow gila!!
haila...yana!!
apsal larr tgn ak ni gtal jer anta mcj ke mmat 2....
tgop!!
dia dh eply dh mcj ak cyap kol lg...
sdah!!mcam mna nie...
btol larr org tuo say....
tlajak prahu bley diundur,tlajak anta mcj x ley nk undo dah!!
yana...btol ke pribhasa kau nie...
ntah!!palo pom start x btol dh ni....
uahh!!tlom!!
agak2 adow x talian kcemasan untk nie!!
klaulh ader...ak kol 24 jam lh jwpnnyer...
uahh!!tidak!!

suka-suki!!

esop sep ak hjat nk 2bik kaybee...
aku abih sukow doh ley jupo pulop saem ak specially tuuut....
ak mtop nge mk ak nk 2bik esop,
mk ak x v...
sebox glow!!
jerik dkat sbesen...
ha3!!yolo ko yana?...
tau arr x de nk skat xd!!
n then saem ak wat decision x se 2bik esop...
mjor...klu dop jelez aku!!
ha3

ad0i....skit palo aku!!

adoi...skit palo ak mkir sal reunion nie!!
pesal lar sep nie suh aku tggung hal nge headboy!!
kn snang klu suh org yg rpat nge ur jah inform sal reunion nie!!
tgop!!kn ak dh ckap dah...nk inform ur sal nie mmang ssah ag drpd inform ko ore
hop ptus saraf otak,tau?!!
ak kol,x agkt!!
mcj, x eply!!
ni lh org yg mmang ley msok lam finalist yg bkal dpt adios backhand aku!!
pergh!!mmang arr mmat nie cari psal aku!!
ak pom naek heran dh cmne mmat nie ley trpilih jd headboy!!
haila,yana....dh nk mylahkan plihan org lak!!
argh!!
mmang sep nie x se wi ak mai reunion nie...
brangkli nk suh wat reunion kat spital tg.rmbutan...
cyap2 jd VVIP kat cne!!
adush!!skit palo ak mkir!!

apa kau cakap??!!

If
A is 1
B is 2
C is 3

Z is 26 then
L+O+V+E =54
And
F+R+I+E+N+D+S+H+I+P =108
interesting hai
naa....
Friendship is stronger than Love..

p/s: nie mcj yg MR.FAR anta kat aku....
      tgn ak nie gram jer nk eply cmni,
      "apa kau ckap??!!friendship is stronger than love??
      helo??x kaba diri tol larr kau nie....abis 2,yg kau sggup tipu akue dkat sebuln 2 ape??!!
      FRIENDSHIP doesn't need such a LIAR like ue!!

aku benci kau!!

ak bnci mg!!!
mg tipu aku!!
mg kta mg x kaple!!
bkpo tbo2 mg ata mcj male mg kto kaple!!
mg tipu ak dkat sebule doh!!
bhgio sgt ko tipu aku!!
ak beci budop mara pt!!

serabutnyer pala otak akue!!

ley x klu akue nk oyap yg kdg2 akue rimas nge guys!!
xcept my father, brothers n relative larr...
yg len,sori 2 say....agak myerbutkan!!!
 maaplah yee whai kaum adam!!
bkn smua yg saia mentioned,k???
don't be too sensitive!!
prlu ke sumer urusan saia,'dier' ambik tau!!
rimas arr!!
ari2 kol!!!abis cedit 6t bawu tau!!
x eply,missed kol!!x eply,missed kol!!!
'awap',sy appreciate awk pyer cares,tp kdang2 rimas arr 'awap' pyer attention!!
argh!!
srbut,tau!
cmner ak nk ckap kat 'dier'?
anybody can help me??!!

reunion???tidak!!!!

alamak!!

ari jumaat nie adow reunion batch sklg'07!!

debar weh!!

nk pkai bju aper?

prlu ke guys ader skli?!!

npe ar nge aku nie...

sjak aku skul lilbanat ni,

mmang ar...

peluh dingin trus keluar bila ada guys!!

cmne ek nk prevent that problem!!

oh tuhan...tlom arr aku!!

boyz?? ngee....=p

ak still x pham arr....
npe laki ni complex+complicated sgt?
npe kite kne jga aty diorg....
and npe laki jer yg bley buat versi pencairan thap maksimum?
argh!!
ini x adil ni!!!
saia pom nk gak!!
tp,camne???
tukar jantina??
owh...x mgkin!!!i2 mmg scary!
wlau pe pom benefit yg laki ader....
ak ttap suker jd pompuan...ha3

ha?!!

cuti ni....ak ambik krsus yg ddidik oleh ma sy sedirik....
mai arr join....
awop 2...
nurul Aqmar Fitriyyah..
mai arr teman aku kursus ni....
mg nop tau ko ak krsus gpo...
msti mg bggo punyo nge ak klu ak oyap ni...
KURSUS EKONOMI RUMAH TANGGA...hux8

saia ingat kita SAHABAT

 awap...

saia sedih....

saia x de kawan...

boleh tolom saya??

awap...

ari 2,awap kata kite sahabat selamanya...

tapi...

kenapa awap tggal saia...

saia sering sunyi....

awap kata awap sentiasa ada x kira bila saia senang atau susah...

tapi...

kenapa awap kata awap sentiasa sibuk...

awap kata bila saia sedih...

awap sentiasa ada menemani  saya, mendengar isi hati saia,

tapi...

kenapa awap marah dan tak endahkan saia bila saia panggil awap....

saia ingat kita sahabat...

rupa-rupanya saia jer yang anggap awap sahabat tp....

awap TIDAK!!

saia BENCI awap....

awap TIPU saia!!

mau jiwang ckit!! =p

                                                  bila cinta ini tak lagi bermakna,

                                                          yang ku rasa kini,

                                                          hanyalah nestapa,

                                                   ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu....

                                                        dulu kau tawarkan

                                                        manisnya janjimu,

                                         yang ku sambut itu dengan segenap hatiku,

                                            hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku,

                                                        hilangnya cintamu,

                                                         menusuk hatiku,

                                                       hingga ku memilih,

                                                         cinta yang fana,

                                                         perginya dirimu,

                                                     merobek jantungku,

                                                        hinggaku terjatuh

                                                        dalam harapan,

de truly meaning of friendship

                                        they love ue but they are not ur lover...
                                    they care 4 ue but they are not from ur family...
                     they are ready to share ue pain but they are not in ur blood relation...
                                                           they are .....
                                                           FRIENDS!!
                               true friends scolds like a dad!...cares like ur mom!....
                                    teases like a sister!...irritates like a brother!...
                                          and finally loves ue more than a lover...

ingin shja ak mningglkan idup akue ni tapi...

                                            "...jika titisan hujan membasahi jendelamu,

                                        itu tnda air mataku menitis merinduimu...

                                              jika ada darah yang menitis dari jarimu,

                                        itu tanda sesuatu yang buruk terjadi padaku...

                                              jika engkau dapat mlihatku di dalam tidurmu,

                                        ku ingin mengucapkan selamat malam kepadamu...

                                              jika engkau trsedar dari tidurmu,

                                        terdgr sayup2 Al-Quran di subuh hari,

                                               aku telah pergi sebelum mu,..

                                              jika engkau menangis swktu melihatku 

                                       diselebungi kain putih...maafkn diriku kerna tidak sempat 

                                             bertemu dengan mu..."

p/s: ikutkan hati,ingin sahaja aku pergi mninggalkan alam yang fana ini...

      mninggalkn masalah yang brtimpa-timpa yg lgi mmbratkan kpala tapi...

      my family and the only one sahabat,FITRIYYAH are the one concrete reason to fight and live  for!!

                                THANK GOD....          

ak still brsdih...

                                  KENAPA harus begini hubungan KITA...
                                         saia ingat kita KAWAN...
                               ooOo...saia tak ingat,...awap mmg KAWAN bkn SAHABAT..
                                  saia tak ingat...saia ada sorang jer SAHABAT...
                       NURUL AQMAR FITRIYYAH is de only ONE SAHABAT yang saia ADA!!
                        SORRY yer whai CHARLIE n DIDIE,awap TERSINGKIR dalam
                                  UJIBAKAT PEMILIHAN SAHABAT NURLIYANA FATHIYYAH
                        msti awap BAHAGIA...ye lar x yah TUNGGU stiap kli assembly @ rehat...
                      saia OK jer...dh TERBIASA...x kan awap TAK INGAT ...awap dah byak kli TGGAL saia...
                             kita kn KAWAN bknnya SAHABAT...awap x yah RISAU.....
                       saia x kn myusahkn HIDUP awk lagi...awap x prlu BAZIRKAN masa awap tuk
                                                 TUNGGU SAIA LAGI...
                                                      "TIME KASIH,,,YER..."

FRIENDS may come and go...but parents always be the PARENTS!!

aku still remember hari tu...hari yang aku relize yang kwn x smstinye ley jdi shbat tp mak ayah ttap jd mak ayah smpai roh brpisah dri jsad sklipun...hri tu,batch smkan'07 dtang ats jmputan skul aku...skang ni dye studi kat usm k.kerian...aku ckup kagum dengan ktbhannya mghdpi musibah yg mlannda khidupnnya!!wlaupun dye khilangan ayhnya yg trcnta...ttpi dye ttap mnruskan khidupnnya dan bljr brsgguh-sgguh hgga dye brjya mnjdi bkal doktor...dye byk bri nsihat kat ktaorg pljr f3 ni...tp ak still igt kte2 dye..."friends may come and go but parents will always be the parents and teachers will always be the teachers"...ckup mndlam ppatah yg bru diucapknnya tadi bagi aku...bila dfkirkn smula..btul kta dye!!hya kwn yang bley buat kta sdih,hya kwn yg boleh buat kta kcewa,hya kwn yg bley buat kta mrah dan hya kwn yg bleh buat kta ggal mnjlani khidupn kita dgn smpurna!!aku ada 2 org x-bfremz ak...sorg nma 'c',sorg nma 'd'...ak msih igt lg kta2 dye wlaupun ianya diucapkn pd thun lpas...
"ktaorg akn jd bf mg 4 eba,..notim can separate us..."itulh yg diugkapkn oleh "c" dan "d" pd aku...
tpi skrang...it's over!!
aku x rse mcm ktaorg ada relationship...
semua rhsia diaorg x lg mnjdi rhsia aku gak!!
mgkin ak trllu mlmpau...
mybe bkn smua secret kta yang bolek kta share...
tp bkn ke itu smua include dlm definition  of FRIENDS...
but i'm still grateful 2 have the only one FRIENDS 4 EBA....
that is...
NURUL AQMAR FITRIYYAH BT MUHAMMAD AZMI...
thanx god 4 giving me such a noble friends like her...